One Year Later

Yesterday was September 13th. To the rest of the world this date doesn't have much significance. But to me and my family, it is a date that will always remind us to praise our Savior for his protection. September 13th of 2009, was the day that my water broke 13 weeks too early and started our 10 week stay in St. Mary's Hospital.
Thinking back on that day I remember it being full of fear and anxiety. I remember thinking, "this cant be happening to me." I had no idea what was going to happen to me or my baby. In the beginning of my pregnancy I had chosen to have a midwife, mainly so I wouldn't have to be hooked up to a small command station or deal with the hospital madness. I guess God had other plans.
The miraculous thing was, the whole time I knew that God was in control. For almost 3 weeks the Lord had led me to the first Chapter of James which talks about Faith and Perseverance. The week before I had a strong sense in my spirit that my faith was going to be tested. A few women in my church prayed over me that night. I know that that prayer gave me strength during that day of total confusion. When my Church family found out that I was in the hospital they immediately began praying. I was so thankful for the people who came to encourage me and pray with me.
The doctors were able to stop my contractions and I was ordered to stay on total bedrest. To anyone who thinks that this sort of forced rest would be relaxing... just try it. Its not fun. For two weeks I laid in the hospital with thousands of people all over the world praying for my family. For two weeks my baby grew stronger. For two weeks the Lord showed us his unconditional love.
I am so thankful that it is one year later and I have a beautiful, soon to be one year old little girl. I am thankful for my brothers and sisters in Christ who prayed continually for my family. I am thankful that the Lord does not leave us, even when our lives seem to be spinning out of control. He is always in control. He is always faithful.
"Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, when you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of you faith produces perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything." James 1:2-4

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